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Current music:	Old Man River~Ray Charles

Tired of Living, but Scared of Dying
When you go a long time without losing anyone close to you, you start to get complacent. You fool yourself into believing they'll live forever, and that you'll never lose them.

Nothing lasts forever.

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	lemora 2009-05-18 04:24 am UTC (link)
	Very true. Well, I never thought my mother would die suddenly like that. We live in an illusion of safety. There is nothing safe. We're only made of flesh and blood. (Reply to this) (Thread)

socalledhipster
2009-05-26 02:04 am UTC (link)

Whenever I think about losing someone, you are seriously always the first person that comes to mind. The fragility of it all, and hearing about you losing your mom really makes me uneasy about my own mom. She just turned 80 on the 20th of this month, and as much as I hate thinking about it, it keeps coming up and coming up in the back of my mind.

Honestly? I'm really scared.

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	lemora 2009-05-26 02:29 am UTC (link)
	It's a true horror. I can't call her, that's the worst. And not having supportive family now makes it a million times worse. Unfortunately, it's a part of life and we all have to face it. We weren't meant to be with anyone forever. All we can do is hope we see them again someday in some other place. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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